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Current Mood: productive
A couple of days ago, I reported that the world was ending because Christina Ricci is engaged. And truly, I was about ready to write us all off, when out of nowhere, a life-affirming miracle occurred: Spandau Ballet announced they’re getting back together. It doesn’t take all the sting out of the Ricci news, but it just might be enough to keep me going.
So I’m in the process of cleaning my place. That doesn’t happen often, so it’s nice to see the progress and how drastic a change it can be. There’s been a growing feeling in me lately that I am somehow weighed down by my possessions. I’ve had an urge to drastically simplify my life, including the shedding of material objects that are more a burden to me than a source of happiness. I want to get lean and efficient and focus on just the things I really enjoy. I was clearing out DVDs the other night. I don’t have many, but honestly, I can’t remember the last time I watched a DVD at my place. I don’t even rent them. I almost never watch movies anymore. It feels like such a waste of space, money, and time to have procured and retained them.
And believe it or not, yes folks, this extends to my beloved guitar collection. Hold on to your hats. There was a time in my life (the last 5+ years really) where I took a lot of pride in that collection. It felt good to have a bunch of guitars. Like I was somehow complete… or maybe prepared for anything? Or maybe it was just a way to show off my good taste? I don’t know entirely where that impulse came from, but I think that time has passed for me. Now I figure, anybody could have a guitar collection if they made it a priority like I did. It’s nothing special. Just most people spend their discretionary income on a flashy car, or clothes, or travel, or home theater equipment, or whatever their passion happens to be. Mine happens to be the guitar. But I don’t have anything to prove anymore in that arena. I realize now that owning a nice instrument (or several) doesn’t say anything special about me. It’s nothing that any other person couldn’t buy with that same money. And hell, there are plenty of rich folks who could build a house out of guitars if they wanted to, so who cares? Status symbols like that seem ridiculous and shallow to me now. In the end, there are better things to do with my money (and floor space) that will bring me more lasting happiness.
Holy fuck… I think I’m like… growing up.
I’m in no rush. I don’t need to sell them this second. I just don’t need them in my life anymore, and it would be nice if they could go to people who’ll really appreciate them rather than let them gather dust. It’s wasteful. Guitars are made to be played, not collected. I have too many to give sufficient attention and love to them all. What used to be my pride and joy now feels like a burden. A man does not need 20 guitars. It’s a waste of my life to deal with them… or to even think about them. I don’t even want them in my consciousness anymore! Be gone! I’ve got a life to live here!
So with all that in mind, I’m going to start off-loading those instruments that I’m not getting real use out of. These here will probably be the first to go. You may notice one of the famous “Twins” in there. You may also notice I don’t like warm colors. Anyway, if you see anything you’re interested in, let me know… some rare stuff here.
Even if you aren’t selling off your prized possessions, you can still find ways to cope with this tough economy by saving money. For instance, if you drive much in the city, you’ll want to check out this parking ticket map showing areas of San Francisco with high concentrations of tickets issued. Good to know!
The quote of the week comes from me, describing someone else whose thought process does not always map to reality:
“His logic… uh… defies logic.”